yorkville

Most of the shops in Yorkville are way out of my league, but it’s still a pretty place to wander on a cold winter Sunday with J, before we make the trip back towards our neighbourhood for brunch and then home for banana bread and reading in the sleepy apartment.

Speaking of brunch – Eggs benedict with avocado and tomato. I should have taken a picture of it to kiss goodnight every evening.

Thank you again to all who wished me well in the Humber program. You’re all such wonderful and supportive people and you’ve helped me feel excited about the program!

some news

Almost a full year ago, I wrote about the Humber School for Writers’ Creative Writing by Correspondence program. On January 1 of this year, I applied and then promptly put it out of my mind. The concerns I had last year were still there – I was sure my life experience, good as it was, wouldn’t compensate for my lack of a degree.

Then, last week I got an email that I was accepted into the program. That was six days ago. I had myself convinced it was a clerical error. But I guess it’s not, and I’m actually doing it. I got more information today, so either this is the biggest clerical error known to man, or I’m really in.

I don’t mean for this entry to sound braggy or stilted, two things that I know are kind of opposite. I just still don’t fully believe it. It’s not like I had told myself I wasn’t worthy. I simply didn’t think it would happen. But it is, and I start in May, and by November I will have . . . something. I can’t even visualize what I will have. It seems too strange to imagine, given the way I’ve been feeling about writing lately.

Well, I apologize for my thudding lack of eloquence. I don’t think I will be too detailed about the actual process once it gets going (it seems like it will be too personal and too close to me), but I felt like the acceptance deserved mention.

dogblog

Ellie demonstrates her patented sideways sit, one leg sticking out, and then cozies up to Silas when he and Jen come over for a movie.

We think she may have been using him to get closer to the bowl of bribery treats on the coffee table, but it’s better than when she used to nip at his heels!

these days

As much as I wish Toronto actually would have a proper winter for more than four days, I have to admit there is something lovely about waking up to the sound of birds and a springlike breeze blowing in through the window, which needed to be left open as you slept.

making the bed with ellie

Ellie at my parents’ house yesterday. I’m discovering she’d much rather be under blankets than on them.

Today she is six!

february

The first day of February begins at my parents’ house, and I wake up early and take Ellie out for her walk in the very springlike morning, and like every time I visit, I am in love with the concept of just opening your front door and being outside. And later, I am alone in the house for the first time in years and I marvel at the concept of a more real silence, the only sounds the clothes in the wash and a neighbour going to work. No elevators, no car horns, no building construction, no neighbour’s barking dog.

And also – how is it already February? This year’s extra day won’t matter at all, I think.

maybe tomorrow


These photos were taken yesterday, in a busy subway station. Now, that day seems like a week ago. J & I went out early for breakfast, so early that the subways weren’t even running yet, and the only other people on the streets were joggers and dog walkers. I find myself wishing that every day was like Sunday (morning).

Sorry, corny Morrissey joke there, but it’s true!

The problem with being up so early on Sundays is The Littlest Hobo is on. I despised that show as a child, but now I am drawn to it. To illustrate why, let me copy and paste some of the plot summaries for episodes:

When Hobo witnesses a hit-and-run accident, he marshalls evidence against the driver and forces a confession.

Hobo mans a disco control panel and helps the victim of an underworld frame-up.

Hobo aids a captain whose crew mutinied and stole pearls.

When a young photographer accidentally takes an action picture of a bank robbery, Hobo tries to persuade him to turn it over to the police. When instead he decides to wait and sell the shot to the papers, Hobo has to protect him from his own bad judgement and angry reprisals from the robbers themselves.

Hobo turns health inspector when botulism is discovered at a campground.

A mime and a deaf boy help Hobo prevent a robbery.

Let me remind you that Hobo is a dog. Now I think you understand why I need to watch it when it’s on. I truly think it’s the best thing Canada has ever created.